Guilt Ridden

I think I'm going to hate myself for a while. I should have been more vigilant plus Dad has been telling me from the beginning. I blame myself and couldn't stop crying.

This is going to cost a bomb and Dad told me he just finished paying the premium! OMG, I'm such an idiot can! It's going to be forfeited. I feel so bad just typing about it and have yet to apologise to Dad. I HATE MYSELF TODAY FOR MY ACTIONS. I'M SUCH A TOTAL IDIOT.

Loved and take care.